Sunday, May 11, 2008

Clining to pain

I've been watching something in and out of the dojo. People will cling to a way of doing things, or way of seeing things that hurts them and holds them back. In judo the guys learn to be stiff and push their way around the dojo. When we try to get them to learn subtlety, they resist. Advancing beyond the stage they've reached requires working on things they don't do well. They don't want to let go of what they have to grasp something of greater value. It's easier to keep going at a low level of mediocrity. Learning seems to require so much more effort than maintaining their current level that they don't want to risk the effort.

I see this outside the dojo nearly every day. People cling to anger or ways of looking at the world, regardless of the pain it causes them. If you suggest they change a little, they tell you "I can't change." What's sad is that we all change a little bit everyday. None of us are fossilized and unchanging. Life changes us a little each day. What these folks are really saying is "I have no control over how I change and develop." They choose to let life shape them without any effort to choose how they will change. If they choose, they can develop, but this requires taking responsibility for themselves and what they become. It's easier to just role along and say "This is what I am and I can't change it." I haven't figured out what drives this. My last post was "Pain is good." These folks seem to cling to their pain out of fear of letting it go.

2 comments:

Carolus Hereticus said...

It's all about the devil we know ...

Anonymous said...

Core beliefs and world views have to be challenged in order to embrace the possibility of transformation, and from what I've seen it is just plain too scary for most people. Anger and pain are easier than fear and uncertainty. Dogma is easier than chaos.
Me, I accept random chaos as the organizing principle of the world, but hey I'm weird...
It seems like here in the USA, where materially we are still living higher on many hogs than most of the world, you scratch most people's surfaces and a world of reactionary pain and anger lashes out.